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Apr

Anonymous asked: what's this blog about? i'm just curious. all of the blogs on tumblr are all about something. is this blog just about posting rants or...? and i really think you should change your url cause i don't think your ugly. nobody is, we might think we're ugly but we're not. we're all beautiful in this shitty world. you don't have to be skinny to be beautiful. any size is beautiful.

Hey curious person, you’re right. This blog is like an open diary. You’ll be looking into the mind of a physically ugly person. What my daily life is like, and how it is like to live as someone who’s not as beautiful as the tumblr famous people you probably follow on here. It makes me fucking sick how much people wants to be a celebrity on the Internet. Like go the fuck ahead and do what you want,  but shit, all they fucking care about is being adored and loved and being the center of fucking attention. 
They are so snobby and shit in real life, like WTF? Is it that hard to be nice to someone who isn’t dressed exactly like them? I know some of those fake ass bitches. sickens me how much people see them as role models.. 
LOL to your comment but I really believe that this world is beautiful. Look at a fucking lady bug and you’ll know what I mean. So this world is not shitty, it’s just consumed with so much shit because of the media. 
So it’s not my size that’s the problem, it’s my fucking face! Lol, and I’m okay with being ugly. I know that if society answered honestly if I was pretty or ugly, majority if not all will say I’m ugly and it’s okay. Being ugly is not that much of a bad thing. 
Here’s the truth though, I can’t get any guy I like. I like so much people who liked me for my personality but didn’t give me the light of day because they think I’m fucking ugly. They just want to stay friends or some shit and I’m just like okay. Ugly people get use to it. 
I shouldn’t complain though. My friends are awesome and they like me even though my face is totally fucked. 
Dead anon, tomorrow I will talk to that cute guy in my class to ask him for advice on what to do about my stupid ass boyfriend. I really badly wish he liked me, but honestly I don’t know him too well. I want to get to know him but I don’t feel like I’m being faithful. Fuck. I wish I can break up with my boyfriend and just be single. 
My brother is still fucking annoying. I wish my dad would kick him out so he can be successful and shit. 
Thanks for taking the time to read my rant. Dont worry, I’m not expecting anything from you. Ignore if you want. And have a nice day