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Apr

DEAR DIARY,

Today, I’ve decided to start a new tumblr where I can write whatever the hell I want and not give a fuck who reads this shit because no one will know it’s really me. 

First of all, if anyone is reading this, yes! I am an UGLY girl. NO, my self-esteem is not low, i’m just ugly and I know it. I’ve gotten use to the fact that I’m ugly and shit I don’t give a fuck, but the reason I’m not posting up a picture is because I want to remain anonymous. My thoughts are so fucking crude that none of the people I know deserves to hear or read what I have to say. I guess you can say that I’m two-faced. Or not two-faced, but I prefer people see me as nice and innocent. Not to say that I’m really mean and evil, but I do sin quite a lot.

First sin to talk about today. MY BOYFRIEND. Yes, this ugly girl has a boyfriend. He’s not ugly, but he is fat. I want to say that in the nicest way possible but I’m not going to. He needs to lose weight and become more healthy because if he really is going to be my partner, I want someone who’ll be healthy and could actually take care of me.

He is nice and all, but I hate the fact that he LIES ALL THE DAMN FUCKING TIME. He thinks I’m stupid but I’m not. I know when he BULLSHITS ME. 

Thanks to his stupid ass, I keep falling for other guys much hotter than him. My coworker, my classmate.

I hate it. I wish I didn’t feel this way but I do. I’m not attracted to him at all. Now this guy in my class, we talk a little and he is so cute. I wish I can talk with him more once school ends but I’m not sure if I’m going to. He’s probably never going to be interested in me, but he’s hella cute. hella easy to talk to. I have FUCKING BUTTERFLIES JUST THINKING ABOUT HIM. I need to stay the hell away from him before I do something stupid. FUCK. FUCKIDY FUCK. 

Secondly, my older brother is a FRICKEN NO LIFE JACKASS WHO WON’T GET OFF HIS LAZZY ASS. He needs to start taking responsibility. He’s fucking 25 and still acts like he’s 16 or something. SO FUCKING ANNOYING. Ever since mom left us, he’s been doing NOTHING WHAT SO EVER. Why the fuck did my mom have to leave. FUCK. Hope she’s happy with her new boyfriend. FUCK THAT I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. 

the only thing I’m not HELLA irritated with is my dad. He cares, and I could NOT LIVE WITHOUT HIM. He is my rock, the only person who could ever keep me in reality. 

FUCK DRUGS, my dad is my stress reliever. 

JUST INCASE YOU’RE STILL READING THIS. I’m different from all the other users out there. I am a person just like everyone else, but I’m going to speak my mind. NONE OF THAT FAKE AS BULLSHIT OTHER HOT/PRETTY GIRLS POST ABOUT BEING ALL HIGH AND MIGHTY. THOSE GIRLS AINT GOT JACK. take away their pretty face and they are stupid as hell and acts like they’re the nicest people ever, when really, they’re snobs who wouldn’t think twice about being friends with the ugly girl. But that’s cool, us ugly girls don’t want fake ass people like them anyway. REAL SHIT. 

okay, enough being judgmental, there are some girls out there that are hella pretty or hot but is also genuine and real. just majority of them who are on tumblr, I HATE. I DO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THEM. because they ruin the minds of younger people who looks up to them and they believe that they have to try so hard to be accepted. if they don’t dress and act or look like them, they won’t feel as if they really matter when they do. 

EVERYONE ON TUMBLR SHOULD STOP LOOKING AT PICTURES OF HOT/PRETTY GIRLS OR GUYS BECAUSE IT WILL CORRUPT THEM FOR LIFE. they will turn into snobs with low self esteems. 

END RANT GOOD NIGHT WORLD.